


There have been too many things in my mind now. Everything seems to be so wrong somehow. Friendships were broken. Maybe it is true what they say; your best friend is your worst enemy.
It is always your best friend who hurts you the most. The closeness and togetherness were all gone in a wink. The friendship itself took ages to build. To ruin it takes a mere second. That hurts me the most when the simplest of all things could be the main reason to the crumbling of a lifetime worth of friendship.
I am damaged :( for I have been left with a broken heart n mending broken hearts is what I am worst at. Been broken too many times before. This time it hurts the most. The person I rely on for moral support and my best friend is no longer here with me. I'm lost.
Life must go on. That is what I keep on telling myself. Move on. Go out! Meet new people. Find new love. Live for a purpose :) keep yourself happy. Enjoy life while u still can..
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On My Playlist"Breath"
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.
Is it over yet, in my head?I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet? I can't win.
So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.
This will be all over soon.
Pour salt into the open wound.Is it over yet? Let me in.
So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
'cause I will be the death of you.
By: Breaking Benjamin
Confirmed Artist Line-Up
1. OAG
2. The ACAB
3. Meet Uncle Hussien
4. The Times
5. The Pilgrims
6. Butterfingers
7. TWKUA
8. The Aggrobeats
9. Bittersweet
10. Dead Mushroom
11. Roots & Boots
12. Skudap Skudip
13. Julie Love
14. Couple
15. One Buck Short
16. Republic Of Brickfields
17. Sinopsis
18. Stones Garden
19. Pin Head
20. The Official
Weddings and more weddings
24th May 2008 – Fasha
25th May 2008 – Angah
1st June 2008 – My colleague’s son
6th June 2008 – Dianne
15th June 2008 – Fifie
There have been too many weddings to attend. Too many receptions of which I have to be available for. None of it is mine :P Thank God! *sigh*
I’m sure that when we were younger, we’d dream for a wedding which is out of this world. The best ever. With a huge cake and beautiful princess like wedding gowns to match. To marry prince charming and live happily ever after. (lol The fairytale wedding..)
To my friends who invited me over to your weddings, you are most appreciated and I love you all. May God Bless your marriages and that you will have the best life the world can ever offer.
Life hasn’t been fair in most cases.. Which keeps me from thinking and preventing me from moving on in any relationship to this thing called “MARRIAGE”. It does seem nice to love and be loved but it only seems fair if the relationship goes as it is supposed to.. A loving husband, a caring wife and some naughty kids :P
At the moment, the fact of life isn’t as beautiful as I want it to be. So, here’s a story about a relative of mine. She’s a professional (just stating the fact that she isn't some stupid dumb girl who has no qualification of any sort). She works in a government department. She married an officer. They were happy and loving before they were married (Well, I assumed they were.. Why would anyone marry someone they don’t love? :P lol).
But things started to change after the wedding.. It was only a month before she knew how abusive he is.. From that day on, it was cuts and bruises for her.. Enduring it alone, too scared to file a police report.. When the fact is there are acts which prevents domestic violence..
It was a real eye opener when such a thing happens to a relative who is very close to me.. Listening to such cases of abuse in the radio, watching it on TV, reading it on the papers has done nothing much to me and how I feel about how serious domestic violence is. When something like it happened to a relative, whom I myself care for so much, someone I grew up with, I considered as a sister. It gave me a hard impact. It made me a little too careful when considering being in a relationship with anyone.. I mean ANYONE and everyone in this matter..
Will write again soon.. daa~
I wonder if it’s ok for me to greet “Selamat Pagi” :P It’s only 3.25am on a Sunday morning.. Hoping for a sunny Sunday :) Putting up a blog for good use is definitely going to be hard but it’s worth trying.. Just sharing some thoughts, incidents, happenings and stuff like that.. Which mainly happens in our daily life.. Hoping that it does not effect anyone or anything for that matter.. Read on.. Will try to write as much as I can :) till then.. ciao..