Missing It..

I'm sitting alone here in my room and memories started to roam in my mind.. how nice, how sweet.. then i realised.. there are so many things i miss..

been a while now.. to think about it it's been more than 9 years i haven't been to the place i called my school.. ahh.. rindunye..

all the memories.. the friends.. its just sweet..

KRS : Activity Update

Fuhh.. aku sebenarnye masih x caye tahun ni aku terpaksa jadi Guru Penasihat KRS.. hmm.. walaubagaimanapun aku amat bersemangat untuk menyahut cabaran ini.. chewah..

anyways.. ni aktiviti bebudak aku.. hmm.. pemilihan untuk peserta kawad kaki daerah.. :)

It's a new year now..

Can't believe time flies so fast.. Feels like it was just yesterday being in Malacca n all.. Been so busy.. didn't really take the time to update and upload new things on the blog.. but here goes..

a flashback on things..

places and some pictures..

Malacca.. Missing it :)

Been too long since the last time i wrote anything here.. Life has been too hactic.. Been on a course for two whole weeks and been ill for another two.. it really suxx :( horrible i mean :P hahaha.. here are somethings to remember about the course in Malacca :)

Empty

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

(Maybe we're trying)
(Trying too hard)
(Maybe we're torn apart)
We're empty
(Maybe the timing)
(Is beating our hearts)
We're empty

Like A Star

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
To anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

Indie Fest '08

Cayalah bro!!

Band : They Will Kill Us All



Band : Stones Garden

Forgettable Memories

Name's Hidden Meaning?

I was just browsing thru on Facebook..

I saw a post which says "What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?"
It sounds kinda catchy :P and I never knew that names could have hidden meanings LOL.. true or false, its just for fun. Anyways, curiousity kills me :P went to see what my name meant and tadaaaaaaa... here it is.. for everyone to read :D

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

p.s: For those who want to know what your name means, here is where u have to click ;)

Too Damaged to Be Around Friends

There have been too many things in my mind now. Everything seems to be so wrong somehow. Friendships were broken. Maybe it is true what they say; your best friend is your worst enemy.

It is always your best friend who hurts you the most. The closeness and togetherness were all gone in a wink. The friendship itself took ages to build. To ruin it takes a mere second. That hurts me the most when the simplest of all things could be the main reason to the crumbling of a lifetime worth of friendship.

I am damaged :( for I have been left with a broken heart n mending broken hearts is what I am worst at. Been broken too many times before. This time it hurts the most. The person I rely on for moral support and my best friend is no longer here with me. I'm lost.

Life must go on. That is what I keep on telling myself. Move on. Go out! Meet new people. Find new love. Live for a purpose :) keep yourself happy. Enjoy life while u still can..

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On My Playlist

"Breath"

I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.

Is it over yet, in my head?

I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind

Is it over yet? I can't win.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.

I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.

I'm going all the way, get away, please

You take the breath right out of me.

You left a hole where my heart should be.

You got to fight just to make it through,

'cause I will be the death of you.

This will be all over soon.

Pour salt into the open wound.

Is it over yet? Let me in.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.

I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.

I'm going all the way, get away, please

You take the breath right out of me.

You left a hole where my heart should be.

You got to fight just to make it through,

'cause I will be the death of you

I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating

You take the breath right out of me.

You left a hole where my heart should be

You got to fight just to make it through

'cause I will be the death of you.

By: Breaking Benjamin